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    8 days ago

    Fucking motherfucking bowel prep bullshit.

    I’ve done this before, but that was before I was always fatigued. I’m fucking exhausted after first dose and starting the next one in an hour.

    Haven’t eaten in like 18 hours (I guess a cup of soup earlier counts as food, so maybe less because I had one earlier), and the appointment is in the morning (8 hours from now), which means by the time I’m ready to fall asleep, that’s when I go to the hospital.

    I hate this shit.

    Edit: Doesn’t help that it’s the middle of winter here and I can’t tell if I’m shivering because cold or because weakness.

    Edit 2: Everything’s mostly fine, but I’m exhausted and I haven’t had this level of anxiety in years. Hopefully once I get some decent food in and a full night’s sleep, I’ll feel better.

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        9 days ago

        Thanks, I appreciate that.

        I think the worst is over now and in about three hours I head to the hospital. No idea when the actual procedure is going to take place, though, but all should be smooth for now.

        Right now, I just can’t wait until I’m finally sedated, lol.

        The best thing I remember about both of my last procedures was that bliss.

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            8 days ago

            Lol, I’d love if the pun were intended. Made me laugh, so thank you for that and the well wishes.

            Things are mostly okay, but exhausted beyond words. I’m sure I’ll feel better tomorrow, but man has it been a day.