Probably sex, for me.
I’d just do it with someone who wasn’t who I originally did it with because she wasn’t great in bed. The entire moment itself was just embarrassing for the both of us, moreso for me because of the time it last for which wasn’t long and just her seemingly doing it to get it out of the way. There was no passion in it, it was just a matter of “oh lets get you not a virgin anymore” deal and I felt it was tainted.
that’s pretty sad.
hey, no kink shaming! Its just one of, not my only, and it gave me my best friends, even after we all quit the game we remain dedicated and close.
I love that for you and am only mildly jealous
I had a really bad day a few months ago, and two of them were ready to get on a plane that afternoon if I had needed it. I dont know of any other game where I could find my people, and that would build a support group, and friend group willing to put everything on hold for each other. So yeah if I could relive the experience of undocking, flying around, and meeting my friends for spreadsheets, shenanigans, and space ships I would.
So many amazing memories, staying up too late, getting a text message to drop everything and log in, fleet battles with nothing but silent professionalism on voice, logging into the test server and spending hours on meta tactics and ship loadouts, drunken ice mining in low sec, 5 person frigate gangs ransoming capital ships. That game, and that time had something special for all of us.