He’s an attention-seeking edgelord and a buffoon, but I highly doubt the Nazi allegations. This comes from someone who genuinely believes in the right to punch Nazis. We need to be careful about throwing the Nazi-card in all directions, or the real ones will slip through the cracks (some have already managed to skip into positions of power while us plebs are squabbling). He did a couple of insanely stupid things that he should have grown out of by age 15, hopefully he learned from that.
Every day you draw breath is another victory against the assholes. A few people might spit in your tea, but the entire rest of the world is happy to have you in it. Keep going, and you’ll eventually find yourself far from the ledge, with plenty of things that bring you joy. Wishing you all the best. :)