I don’t agree with putting down a dog pet unless they’re suffering. If a dog pet is in pain and there is no hope that they’ll recover, death can be mercy. It’s never not terrible. But your feelings aren’t the priority in that situation.
Just don’t ever do it at the vet - find someone who can come to you so there’s no extra stress
fuck this is depressing
edit: dog -> pet
Sounds like a special dog. I’m sorry.